Grandmother Update and Last Day at Work

Appologies in advance for a somewhat rambling post. I actually recorded this over a couple of days. I am going through a difficult transition right now. In a way, I am using my vblog as a way to analyze my feelings about it. Vblog as shrink. At the end of this post I say that the good thing about my grandmother's situation is that it will help me be a better nurse/healer/person. I don't want it to sound like I meant that I think my grandmother's suffering is a good thing. Or that it is worth it in someway if it benefits me. I don't. I guess I am just trying to extract some benefit out of a lousy situation.